Simple Exercise to become more CONSCIOUS – using Hands

Here is a simple way to use your hands to become more conscious.

Step One

Take a deep breath and focus your attention as totally as possible in the present moment.

Step Two

Take whichever hand you want, either the right or left and bring it palm up to your face (not too close) but enough to be able to see all the details.

Step Three

Start observing as much of the details as possible (look at all patterns, the lines, the textures, etc). Keep looking for about a minute without thinking about it but just totally observing all that is right in front of you.

Admire all that is and realize the complexity that is this piece of existence.

Step Four

Ask this question…

Who/What is looking at this hand?

Try to really get a sense of yourself or the entity that is seeing this hand. Continue just observing and not trying to answer this logically.  Try to connect to this higher consciousness of being both aware of the hand and the you that’s perceiving this hand.

That’s it, pretty simple, right?

The whole point of this exercise is to notice that most of the time during your day and life, you are just trapped in your mind and thinking about all sorts of things instead of being the total awareness of all that is being experienced in the current moment.

Awareness is a massive skill that one possesses, but unfortunately for most humans, it is never utilized.




Owning something is IMPOSSIBLE – All is unownable when seen through TRUTH

You have been dooped into believing something that isn’t true. Most of the world has and now many are suffering tremendously for this lie that has been spread and is continually perpetuated by the collective mind.

How can something really be owned? and if so, better yet by a you that isn’t even real.

Really take a moment and contemplate this for a second.

Firstly, let’s take a look at what owning something is first of all – it mean’s having something as one’s own.

So now lets see if there is anything that you can really have in this life as your own. Last time I checked, the only way this could ever be possible is if humans created stupid rules that such a thing as owning anything is possible. Think about this… you don’t even own your body, even that is being temporarily given to you.  When even that isn’t yours, how can anything else be?

The problem is that many people believe that they are their mind and body because they never ever look deeper to find actual truth of life and then from that standpoint one can be dooped into believing anything, including this notion that things can be owned in actual reality.

Things can only be owned in mind manipulated reality, which is just basically a structure that humans create and place on top of actual reality and now have been deluded into thinking that is how life works.

Now obviously i’m not saying go and get rid of all your stuff, i’m just trying to open your mind to the possibility that when you start looking at life from a different level, a truer one, a lot of lies start getting exposed.  These lies torture people and even cause them to do unimaginable things to the planet, other beings, and themselves.

You can still have a house, car, wife, husband, kids, and all the gadgets you want, but try to start realizing that you are not really the owner of any of these things, they are just experiences that are currently there, that is all.  Knowing this won’t help much either, because that again is a mind thing which lives in the same lie as you believing that you own things.  If you want this insight to actual have an impact, you must have a direct experience of this truth that nothing can be owned.

This is where it’s up to you to do the work, nobody else.  Good luck if you decide to journey to truth, or if your happy living in the delusion of the mind then enjoy that as well.


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SPORTS are a Distraction created by the Mind to Keep You from seeing Deeper Truths of Life.

Sports are mostly always looked at from a self perspective, but if you
ever decide to look at sports from a deeper level here is what you will find.

Most people just assume that sports are fun games that people made up, play, and now can even make a living from. The actual reality is that sports just like many things in society today have become a distraction created by the collective mind for the purpose to prevent humans from looking within and realizing their true fundamental nature.

I am not arguing that sports aren’t fun, aren’t useful, and that they can teach valuable lessons, what I am pointing to is that they ultimately are a mind creation and with that being the case, they are preventing people from seeing the truth, and that is that the mind has consumed humanity, and therefore people are now mostly living in illusion and thereby suffering tremendously without need.

This is all coming from a person that has spent their entire life being engulfed in sports – in tennis – to be more specific. I was so consumed in the sport that my sense of self was even constructed by it and this is why I am capable of seeing how enormous of a challenge it is to even convince one person on how sports are a distraction and not always this great thing.

My whole life was committed to tennis, I played national and future tournaments, got a tennis scholarship to a DII school in Michigan and coached many really good players. I worked for Cliff Drysdale Tennis where I got to hit with former world number 1’s and many high caliber players. I coach many amazing athletes and eventually was even offered a directors position to be in charge of my own club.

I’m telling you that back story not to brag about how good I was, but to show you that my whole life was based in sport and thereby the attachment to this field was very strong and whenever someone would try to open my eyes to the fact that sports aren’t always this great thing, and actually they can prevent one from seeing the greatest thing of all, ones actual true nature outside of all mind additions – in this case sport.

This isn’t just with playing sports either, it’s just as much of a distraction when one is a spectator of sports. Since sports are a creation of the mind, they are always going to be used by the mind to keep you distracted from seeing outside of it, which is where actual truth resides. Think of how many people in the world today are consumed in sport, whether it’s playing, training, watching, betting, competing, debating, commentating. It all is mind activity and when not careful it really consumes and can distract a person from looking at fundamental truths of life and that is just a shame because most of our suffering is created from living in the fiction of our own minds.

Are you consumed by sport? Have you or do you spend most of your life in some aspect of it? Do you think that sports are the be all of life? Is your happiness in life dependent on you, a player or a specific team doing well?

These are important questions to ask of yourself because you just might be distracted by your mind from missing some of the most valuable truths that exist in life and by knowing them, ones life can become transformed to one of higher degrees of consciousness, which brings peace, joy, and love without needing any other things such as sport to bring them.

Worshiping Others Takes Away Your Power and Prevents Enlightenment

In the beginning when you are totally lost and need a starting point, it is nice to be guided by someone wiser then you. They can help bring out insights, keep you on course, and get you further than you could have gone on your own.

There comes a time thought, that eventually all wise masters; Buddha, Jesus, Lao Tzu, Muhammad, and even the idea of God must be let go of intellectually. This is because these individuals are all just direction pointers to something that is beyond themselves.

The problem is that to the mind run, which is the majority of society still, something that is beyond the mind can never be understood and this is what those entities have been pointing to with their teachings for centuries.

You can see in your own experience or with those close to you, that we humans love to pedestalize entities, whether it’s; celebrities, sports stars, musicians, artists, or the named above spiritual teachers.

This all may seem like very innocent behavior and doesn’t seem as if it would be dangerous, but this is exactly how religions – the organizations created to spread this deeper truth – have themselves been pedestalized and turned into mind monstrosities and started to abuse the worshiping. When one lives in the mind, they cannot see outside of it and therefore no matter how noble they may seem, mind games exist at all levels, even the most sacred spiritual ones.

The fact is that nobody is greater or less than you, EVER! and this can only be truly experienced when you can learn how to detach from your mind.  When you are worshiping some entity (no matter what it is) that means that you are saying that they are above you and in turn you allow them to rule you.  This is all egoic at this point because one’s power can’t ever be really taken away, but on the level of the mind it seems as it is and therefore many fall for this game.

Only when you stop worshiping can you realize for yourself what those spiritual teachers have realized and tried to point you to.  This is the truth of what you are and this cannot be told to you because it’s outside of the mind, yet you want to know it with the mind.  See the dilemma? No matter who tells you this, it will be on the level of the mind and therefore it will always be this type of worshiping business.  Like today, people love the Buddha for being awakened, but many people worship him for being something special, when that is done it is saying that he is above them and therefore they will always be stuck from seeing the actual truth of what he was pointing to and that is that everyone is the Buddha, they just need to have an experience and not just try to figure it out with the mind.

Duality – it’s a Mind Thing

Are you even aware that duality exists?

This might sound silly to ask such a question in this day and age, but many people still live primarily all their life in make believe, so it’s totally possible that they haven’t even observed that the physical world is dual.

By duality, I mean that everything is broken up into two parts by the mind.  It cannot be any other way or else the physical world would not exist.  Things such as life and death, good and bad, happy and sad, self and other, all are aspects of the same thing.  This can be seen if you take the time to observe life from outside of the mind.

This could be a super powerful realization for you to have, but it must be experienced and not just thought up, because knowing it through conceptualizations won’t do much as that’s how you know it now.

When you start touching unity (detaching from your mind self), you finally start seeing that most people, including you get deluded by their mind into thinking that somehow they can escape the other aspect of what they are seeking.  Duality cannot be escaped when trapped in the mind, and if you continue to seek just the one aspect, you will suffer every time when the thing that you have been seeking transforms into it’s other half.

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The key is to start accepting that the physical world is indeed dual and only then the mind will not be able to continually fool you, that if you go towards one side of the coin you somehow will be able to avoid the other.  I am not saying to give up playing this game of teeter totter either, I am just saying be aware that you are playing this game and it will always be this way when you are living from the mind self.

One must truly spend a good amount of time contemplating this subject and learning to dis-identify from the mind realm to get this, or otherwise you will just know it intellectually and that is still a mind thing.

If this is something that you would like to pursue, then a meditation practice is vital.  You don’t have to become a mystical yogi that lives in the woods, just 5 minutes a day to start will get you moving in the right direction.  When unity is experienced directly, the way you view the world will change drastically, because no longer will you see fragments everywhere as are seen through the mind.







Absolute Infinity

All possibilities are possible when you become it.

Hand drawn on graph paper. Pencil and Ink.

Took around 30 hours.

Made to be viewed from all sides.

What do you see when you look at this?

Interested to seeing other people’s perspectives.


Side 1

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